“I've heard that it's possible to grow up - I've just never met anyone who's actually done it. Without parents to defy, we break the rules we make for ourselves. We throw tantrums when things don't go our way, we whisper secrets with our best friends in the dark, we look for comfort where we can find it, and we hope - against all logic, against all experience. Like children, we never give up hope...” --Meredith Grey
So its the day before Easter Sunday. This week was a particularly rough one, so I am enjoying every once of this Saturday morning. Especially after watching Passion of the Christ last night (for the first time) made me realize how selfish I am for complaining about my life. Jesus went through so much horror and pain in order to take away the sins of the world. We are not worthy.
I'm excited to be dyeing eggs with friends later and decorating our sidewalks with fun Easter colors :) I'm so thankful for pretty mornings and good friends.
A brief update of the last three moths of my life:
January -the boyfriend and I celebrated three years together on the 26th -after being laid off (a week before Xmas) I started a new and now current job
February -continued MSW applications -had an amazing Valentine's Day weekend with the boyfriend -started up a small group with some of girls from my church [who are now becoming more like sisters, i <3 you guys]
March -finished all grad school apps :) -started going to the gym regularly [shocking, I know] -discovered 85 degrees Bakery [definitely a set back for my health goals] -Church retreat -Visited home & the boyfriend's b-day
Now its already April and in 2 months are lease is up! Where will I be moving? I wish I had an answer to that question. I still have no idea because I haven't heard from any of my 4 grad schools Its getting very frustrating
