6.23.2011

Musings

I am not a very good blogger.
I love to write, but for some reason online writing isn't the same for me. I like the feel of the pen in my hands and the different types of stationary.
Which means once again I have failed to do any new posts in...oh I don't know how many days, months.

My life has been super crazy this past month and I feel like things are finally starting to settle down. For the time being. I have a sneaky feeling that this summer is going to be very busy indeed.

The boyfriend and I officiallly have our own apartment. No more roommates!
Even though I am a huge people person it's kind of exciting.
Things have not turned out the way either of us have planned, but I feel that we are at peace with it. The boyfriend much quicker than I however.
It sucks to have your dreams put on hold and hear your other friends talk about their plans (that actually went through), but I know that my life is not like my friends. IT IS MY OWN and unfortunately I don't have full control over it.
I guess God has been beating me over the head lately, trying to get that into my stubborn brain.
So I am determined to try to enjoy myself more and not worry and stress out about life.
Living for God shouldn't be about bills, tests and school.
I know that this next year I'll have to put in more work, but I feel in my heart that I am moving forward in the direction that I want to go.

Back to the new place....
I could post pictures, but I am just too lazy and there are still quite a few boxes that need to be unpacked.
I guess I should start unpacking and washing the dishware :/ or start cooking dinner...

Adios el mundo

Tick of the Clock

Currently feeling: tired, too many things to do

Currently reading: Firefly Lane and The Yada Yada Prayer Group Gets Real

Currently Craving: Mexican food

Currently Listening: obnoxious little kids playing in the pool